This is it! Finally! This is exactly how I feel! I can't believe I found this. I stole this pic off a guy's blog but I'm sure he won't mind. But THIS SAYS IT ALL. Just in case you needed a visual.
...but only in the physical realm. In the Unseen Realm I do just fine. In fact my superfly efficiency in the Unseen Realm could actually be what hinders my progress in the Real World, cause it satisfies me so.
I'm Amy. I'm 38 and I've lived in Dallas all of my life. The dog in the pic is Jemma. She's dead now. I had to have her put down, then got a neighbor to bury her. In the back yard. And it wasn't even my own back yard. That's the sort of thing that we Texans do all the time.
She's buried behind a little white house I used to live in, well actually it was a garage that was turned into a little house. And it wasn't even the garage to a real house. It was a garage to a mobile home. And it just spirals downhill from there. I got west nile while living there, and have spent the past year recovering and writing. I've tried to bring all of my blogs together and I've linked them all to each other, in the rare event you might be desperate enough to read my story. It all starts here~ http://anotherblogtoabandoninafewdays.blogspot.com/ and well...oh I don't know. I did the best I could to put it all together. It's my whole life.
I'm a Christian and I love God with all I got. So be warned.